In Belgorod, when teaching failed him, AZR became a baker — hard toil, together with his first wife:
"I sought to earn my living by the toil of my hands and became a baker. Hard labor I performed, I and my first wife Henya-Leah, of blessed memory… I would also split wood and carry water." AZR, "Melamed and Bookseller," "Chapters of Memoirs"; Project Ben-Yehuda.
When that did not suffice, he returned to literature: he printed his first story, "Al HaPerek" ("On the Agenda") (5642/1882), and set out to peddle it from town to town:
"In what way is this merchandise of mine — literature — inferior to a loaf of bread? Loaves of bread I carry about, seeking buyers for them; let the books be like them." Ibid.
The height of humiliation — and the height of the turning point — came in Odessa. Ahad Ha'am declined the book but held out a ruble:
"Here is a ruble, but your book I will not accept, for by going from door to door with your book you disgrace literature." And AZR replied: "My book I give to you, sir, as a gift; and money I will not take from you." Ibid. (AZR adds: "After some time we became friends" — the beginning of his friendship with Ahad Ha'am; see "The Ahad Ha'am Letters.")
Dr. Pinsker, too, gave a ruble, with a rebuke: "Better for you, and for the whole world, had you been a cobbler… I have no need whatever of the Hebrew language." AZR took the ruble "in full consciousness of abasement… like a trampled worm."
In Poltava, AZR contributed to the modernization of the Talmud Torah and to its crafts department (headed by Feinerman, a disciple of Tolstoy). His position was a complex one — he valued "the poetic worth of religion," and in his story "Meir the Beadle" ("Meir HaShamash") it was precisely an Orthodox man he portrayed as the ideal figure — yet he criticized the neglect of the heders. Feinerman drew ever closer to Christianity, until in the end he converted (he and his family). A denunciation sent to St. Petersburg closed his school, and Prince Tyutishchev was dismissed, "and our meager liberty vanished."
"At long last I came with my family to the Land of Israel. (On Shabbat 'Mevarchim' of Kislev 5666)… I brought with me two hundred rubles in cash and eight souls." AZR, "From the First Days in the Land," "Chapters of Memoirs"; Project Ben-Yehuda.
Kislev 5666 = late 1905, confirming from a primary source the earlier dating (and resolving the contradiction with Tidhar = 1906). AZR immigrated with a family of eight souls and 200 rubles.
The teachers brought him into their "autonomy" — the courtyard of Refael Rabinowitz in Neve Shalom, facing the Chabad study house; most of them were "of the loyal army of 'Bnei Moshe.'" His friend A. L. Levinsky promised him 25 rubles a month for his work on "The History of Hebrew Literature" (the joint project; see "The Bialik Letters").
At Hanukkah he went up to Jerusalem and lectured at the Lämel School on "the defining marks of prophecy" — "a tremor passed through my whole body… am I not in Jerusalem?" A few months later he was appointed librarian at "Sha'arei Zion" (70 francs a month), and even swept the rooms himself ("nothing to be ashamed of"). And there sprouted the idea that would guide the rest of his life:
"For the workers — those who labor and live literally by the toil of their hands — they are the builders of the Land and of the people. Without them there is no foundation for any enterprise, nor for any of our hope." AZR, "From the First Days in the Land"; Project Ben-Yehuda.
And when the decree fell upon the workers of Petah Tikva, AZR, together with R. Yehezkel Danin (Dukhovolsky), tried to have it annulled — the beginning of his engagement on behalf of the workers in the Land (see "AZR and the Labor Movement").